Hoping to rejuvenate my soul through the fasting

by Sar
(North carolina)

Hello Bloggers,

I have been suffering from bulimia for almost 6 years now. It all started when I was 13 (now 18) due to a rapid weight loss.

Taking in consideration that I was overweight for many years before I discovered binging and purging. Its a constant cycle of fear, hate, and obsessing over skinny peoples amazing figures.

You hate yourself and everything around you, forgetting to embrace the natural beauty around you. It's not a good feeling at all and even has an affect on your face. Im 19, I shouldn't have frown lines or bags under my eyes. I of course believe its from all the throwing up that my frown lines resemble those of an older woman.

I want to break the habit so I plan on starting the Water Fasting diet tomorrow March 22, 2011 and end it on April 10, 2011....since I will be turning 19, the weight loss and mind cleansing will be my gift to myself. I also hope to gain a better relation with God.

I know that binging and purging an amount of food in one sitting, that could probably feed a whole village of starving African kids, doesn't really make me a good person in the eyes of the man above. I would really appreciate support since I've never done this blogging thing and not really used to virtual support.